tobeasuccess:

(Source: sexyandsecure, via altering-appearances)

I guess this is just bound to be my fate. Here’s what happens. I like a guy. I think they like me. I invite them to hang out and then they end up liking my best friend. It’s happened with different guys, different girls. I’m just never enough. I’m not pretty enough. I’m not skinny enough. I’m not funny enough. Or is it that I’m too much? My personality is too much. My fat is too much. My volume is too much. I want someone to tell me how to fix myself. Something is broken and I can’t see what it is. I think I’m fucking delightful. I think I have a beautiful face, wonderful eyes, killer boobs and an ass that is firmer than the David’s (That, by the way, is a direct quote). As someone who is a follower, I need to follow someone’s lead in loving me so I can love myself. I don’t understand how to love myself because I’ve never actually seen it done. I know it’s a ridiculous thing and I’m 19 and I won’t understand love for years blah blah blah. But I want someone to try. I’m trying. I’m trying to be funny and I’m trying to be sexy and I’m trying to convince people that I’m worth their time and It’s just not working.