Pursuit Of UnFattiness

stay-skinny-baby: THIS^^^^^^^

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 01:34:20 -0400

stay-skinny-baby:

THIS^^^^^^^

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Sun, 10 Jun 2012 03:02:37 -0400

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Sun, 10 Jun 2012 03:00:23 -0400

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Fri, 08 Jun 2012 19:00:00 -0400

Fat Pig. Whoa.

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 18:04:59 -0400

If you are a college student with a Fitblr blog, PLEASE REBLOG! I need to follow more people closer to my age :)

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 14:19:32 -0400

tobeasuccess:

In sixth grade, I wrote a paper called "Fantasy Life" where I said I wanted to be 5'7" and 105 pounds

Fri, 08 Jun 2012 13:40:00 -0400

Heyyyy sexyyy ! Thank you for following me! I absolutly LOVE your blogs name! Thank you for making me laugh :p

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 15:46:13 -0400

I’m so glad! Thanks for the inbox <3

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Wed, 06 Jun 2012 03:42:53 -0400

Fate

Sun, 29 Apr 2012 21:33:01 -0400

I guess this is just bound to be my fate. Here’s what happens. I like a guy. I think they like me. I invite them to hang out and then they end up liking my best friend. It’s happened with different guys, different girls. I’m just never enough. I’m not pretty enough. I’m not skinny enough. I’m not funny enough. Or is it that I’m too much? My personality is too much. My fat is too much. My volume is too much. I want someone to tell me how to fix myself. Something is broken and I can’t see what it is. I think I’m fucking delightful. I think I have a beautiful face, wonderful eyes, killer boobs and an ass that is firmer than the David’s (That, by the way, is a direct quote). As someone who is a follower, I need to follow someone’s lead in loving me so I can love myself. I don’t understand how to love myself because I’ve never actually seen it done. I know it’s a ridiculous thing and I’m 19 and I won’t understand love for years blah blah blah. But I want someone to try. I’m trying. I’m trying to be funny and I’m trying to be sexy and I’m trying to convince people that I’m worth their time and It’s just not working.

UPDATE

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 17:21:47 -0400

I got it to fit :)

Me Vs. This Dress

Fri, 20 Apr 2012 11:08:45 -0400

So I bought this dress at the end of winter break and it wouldn’t zip or even come close to zipping. I tried it on AND IT’S SO CLOSE.

This, to me, was the most pleasant surprise because it means I lost surprise weight. What? How great is that. I have this big awards ceremony next Thursday and I’m starting to think if I actually try and work out and eat well and shit: IT MIGHT FIT.

So, yeah. That’s what’s up right now.

London Calling

Wed, 04 Apr 2012 11:52:00 -0400

So, I decided yesterday that instead of staying in the comfort of my school, I’m going to leave this place and go to London for a semester. I’m not scared to be in a foreign country, I’m not scared to lose all of my friends, I’m not even scared of all of the opportunities I’m surrendering.

I’m scared because I’m fat.

Now, you’re probably saying 1 of 2 things.

1. That’s no reason to be scared!

2. I totally understand that.

For the number 1’s, let me explain: A big part of the “London Experience” is making out with as many British boys as possible. But I look like I would be on one of those memes about why Americans are the worst. No one wants to make out with that girl. No one. (I know this from experience.)

Another big part of being in London is buying clothes. I want to be able to buy clothes that are adorable and slender that I’ll be able to wear together. I don’t want to be embarrassed to go to stores and have nothing fit. It’s hard enough in America but to do that in London WOULD BE THE WORST.

Lastly, clubs. I can avoid them like the black plague in America, but London is a game changer. I would have to go look sexy at a club. There in no way I can do that in pants that are about to burst off.

So, Fuck it, I’m going to lose some weight.

Because FUCK IT, I’M GOING TO LONDON.

Watched Black Swan today. I just really want to be that elegant. Oh, and thin.

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 23:28:00 -0500

Watched Black Swan today.

I just really want to be that elegant.

Oh, and thin.

Hey there :) your blog is great, and I actually have been procrastinating this work out/ meal plan for WEEKS. It's called the PINK Method, have you heard about it/ know anyone trying it? I really need to start! I just can't find the motivation :( but you seem super motivated!! Keep it up!

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 23:25:53 -0500

Hey, thanks for the compliments!! It really means a lot to me.

I have not heard of the PINK method and I don’t know anyone who’s gone on it but I would recommend not doing it. Fad diets are really dangerous because most of the weight comes right back. I’ve dieted like that for seven years of my life and I’m starting to realize that it doesn’t work and it doesn’t stick- a lot of that realization comes from my friend, needaman.tumblr.com- who’s lost 40 pounds by just changing the way she eats and exercising and the tumblr community. Look into your BMR and eat that many cals a day. Eat healthy, but eat what you want to eat. If you want pizza, then you’re going to eat it eventually. So, instead of eating somethings that you think you should have and eating a bunch of the pizza, just eat a small slice of the pizza and do a couple extra cruches. It cuts your craving and keeps you happy. This way it’s not dieting, it’s a lifestyle change. I know that for the rest of my life, I won’t continue on the PINK method or any other fad diet, but this I CAN DO FOREVER. I don’t feel restricted or bogged down by having to follow a strict meal plan. If you think the PINK method will work for you, then try it! Just looking at weight loss tumblrs is a start and you are doing fantastic!! Best of luck and keep me updated!

what-i-look-forward2: Anonymous

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 12:12:32 -0500

what-i-look-forward2:

Anonymous

I’m a girl. I smoke occasionally, drink when I want to,...

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 12:45:23 -0500

I’m a girl. I smoke occasionally, drink when I want to, and party when I feel like it. I don’t sleep around, (but If I could, I would) or start drama (because I’m too busy watching the drama you “don’t” start). Yes, we do exist and we’re just as good as you.

She’s not even drinking water… she’s pouring...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 20:47:26 -0500

She’s not even drinking water… she’s pouring it on herself… this is just a glorified shower….

Active weight-loss Tumblrs, please reblog. Whether you've lost one pound or twenty, I want to encourage you to reach your goals.

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 23:14:23 -0500

Ate a clementine instead. Just in case anyone was wondering.

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 23:09:37 -0500